Mesothelioma

 Toooo sooon 2 tell, but breathing and heart rate seem to be improving (slowing down) after two capsules on an empty stomach. Hallelujah !! Praise God !

 Well, ten or fifteen days ago, I was breaking in all sorts of recording gadgets and my Venom Synth, and RolandVoice tweekers (2). Now I can only function doing anything for seconds at a time before stopping, sitting or lying down, and pant like a dog, and pray. This goes on for aboutten minutes, my breathing and heart rate slowly calm down, and I'm ready for one more half a minute project. Why? A poorly trained idiot of a psych med Dr. (Pill Pusher) prescribed Benztropine to me because she thought my mouth looked "FUNNY" .,., after few weeks she upped the dose. About a week later, I was in her office, and tol her all sorts of wierd things had been happining, so I stopped all my meds, and was going without any. She freaked. She statred stammering .,., you can't do that. I said I could do whatever I want, which right no is getting out of here, and going home. Her eyeys got big, and she said sit back down, I'm not through with you! You're acting stragely! I said...

 I have long suspected, but now am pretty sure I have Mesothelioma. I can only breathe normally if I am doing nothing but sitting still or lying down. Anything else causes my heart to race and my lungs to go crazy .,., panting like a dog. I am constantly having hunger pains, especially in my ribs and stomach. I am eating constantly, spending a fortune on having food delivered. I am supposed to receive a wheelchair in the mail tomorro.